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Evan is Seven!
Joining so many others, Evan enjoyed a lockdown birthday complete with Lego School, a family Lego date, notes and greetings from friends, swimming, a water balloon fight and a movie on the roof after dark. He was just thrilled that it was his birthday and so were we. He is still our observant, frank, creative, tough and somewhat magical boy and we loved celebrating him…even if all we had to wrap for him was a box of fruit loops. No skin off his nose. He’s a joy.
Lockdown Foraging
Like all the world, we are experiencing the uniqueness of this Spring in all kinds of ways : beautiful, concerning, exhausting, quirky. It is not our first rodeo when it comes to adjusting school and lifestyle for uniquely challenging times. We are thankful for the lessons we can apply and sweet memories from past seasons. After finding a copy of “My Side of the Mountain,” Evan became interested in survival skills. I’m letting that flow. Both boys love the outdoors and, like so many right now, observing wildflowers and the uncanny provision nature brings right now feels especially meaningful (we learned to watch the lillies from a beloved original teacher…). Our rural Bedouin friends have made good use of local wild foliage (particularly mallow, called khubeza here, and stinging nettles, called “gar-ayz”) so we’ve joined them, trying our hand at foraged nettle and mallow quiche (leaving plenty of greens for the new woolly lawnmowers of course…) Sending love from our own corner of this world and experience…
A Decade of Christmases
This December found us celebrating a 10th (!!!) Christmas here in our desert town with the community here. What used to feel foreign has now become very much our own set of traditions and memories as a family. Grandma’s Almond Rocca and Omi’s Stollen, stories and scriptures, our old felt advent calendar, visits to local friends and a community Christmas program…all of this makes 10 years feel like a precious gift. This year, we took the whole month off of some of our school schedule to focus on Advent, particularly Handel’s Messiah and to take time for creativity…Also, Evan lost his first tooth on Christmas Eve, allowing Santa and the Tooth Fairy to sleigh-pool and brewing much excitement in our house.
Omi and Opa
We had the treat of a 2 week visit from Omi and Opa in November. We were amazed at their ability to go from Bedouin tent visit in the East to chatting with refugee friends over coffee to sleeping in a cold house in a rural village to snorkeling in the sea at a nice hotel in the South. All along the way, they shared their gifts and presence with those they met and filled our home with warmth and love. Omi played countless games with a thrilled Caleb and Opa sat and made art with a happy Evan. It was so nice to wake up to their presence. We got to share some traditions like making a full Thanksgiving dinner to share with friends and egg nog and Christmas decorating. Thank you for being with us Omi and Opa!
Nine
Our awesome Caleb turned 9 in November and his firm wish was to backpack with two good friends and to pack in a pie. Sure enough, he loved watching this wish come true. We also got to celebrated when his beloved Omi and Opa flew in the day after his birthday. His Opa put his art skills to work on an awesome cake for this geography-loving boy and we shared it with his friends after they played soccer together. We are thankful for this one and his huge heart, his curious mind, his genuine nature, and his ever present wholeheartedness…
Soap, Balm and All Things Knitted
“Mama, all I know is that, when you have friends over to make soap, I just hear a lot of Arabic and laughter coming from the kitchen…” -Caleb
Indeed, having a small and gentle hand in a refugee knitting project has been a source of steady joy for me. Through friendship with one of the knitters, I’ve had a loving door opened to me for friendship and creativity with these ladies. A good friend asked me to teach some non-knitting projects to help expand the project scope a bit. We chose olive oil soap and balm made with locally harvested olive oil, aided by the creativity and knowledge of a dear local friend who grew up in a nearby village and is a master of all things handmade it seems. She’s kind of a soap-whisperer. These ladies have invited me in, fed me, clothed me (some are seamstresses too!), and filled a lot of rooms with laughter and stories. I’m so grateful….and clean…
Mosaics
I took a walk in the late Summer’s sun
Hair pulled back in a wispy bun
Beneath my feet, a broken sound
Pieces strewn along the ground
I knelt to pluck a shapely shard
Etched in blue, jagged and hard
Beside it lie a ceramic stone
Of yellow tea cup, tossed and alone
On roads of past enameled glories
Colored seeds tell kitchen stories
My sons and I, we pick them up
A flowered pot, a shattered cup
Relics chosen, ideas indulging
We climb a hill, our pockets bulging
For broken pieces, odd and forgot
Make glorious art that can’t be bought
Or copied or stamped or reproduced
No, mosaics live when the mind is loosed
We’ll mix corn flour, bicarb and water
Press treasures in, prismatic fodder
Shapes and colors wedged and fitted
Meandering stories, mismatch permitted
Synthesis from the cracked and tossed
The dusty, forgotten, trampled and lost
When fitted together by loving hands
Make art that only the broken can
All The Things That Grow
We miss our neighbor’s chickens, but their transfer to a new home meant that we could plant more things in our garden this year. And we did. In our wonky way. Some things we planted never came up. And some things we never planted produced beautifully. So it goes! We harvested figs on behalf of traveling neighbors and stirred them with lots of sugar on the stove to make jam. We grew cabbages and, when they were ready, we tried our hand at Malfouf, a local cabbage dish that tastes best with lots of lemon and pepper. I think that was our first and last time making it. We have a new respect for the beautiful Arab mamas that spend the morning lovingly stuffing those cabbage leaves. Amazing. Still, being able to slip downstairs and pluck some tomatoes from their earthy aromatic vines or snip some kale or grab a pepper for a recipe felt like a gift this Summer, quirky as our garden may be.
Camp
I love Summer here in our town. A lot of people with kids skip town for the Summer each year and I totally understand – we travel for at least part of the Summer every two years. On the years we settle in for the Summer, I have grown to love the quiet alternative rhythm, the people we connect with because of the lull, and the push/chance to be creative. Because of their ages, I find myself calling everything we do to fill our days “camp”…art camp, soccer camp, math camp…It’s just an excuse to focus in on something and try all the things we don’t have time for during the school year… The boys also got to attend a real camp : a two-week soccer day camp where many of the counselors were from our national women’s soccer team. So cool. They played hard and made great friends. Still, we love the return to our little farm space and the homemade Summer rhythm here too.
He’s 6
I associated a temporary magic with the preschool season and reluctantly said goodbye to that stage as Evan quietly and confidently marched into the world of reading and trying all kinds of new things this last year. It turns out, this boy’s magic is not age-related and it’s here to stay. He is a total joy. Evan loves drawing and legos, books and humor, dancing and soccer, silliness and anything outdoors. He is a vibrant encourager but not a people pleaser and he makes a solid friend. He has a beautiful relationship with his brother, squabbles included. This year, we exchanged the watermelon cake for lego brownies per his request, sharing them with school mates. We love swimming on his birthday and shared an afternoon with friends, celebrating a shared birthday with his sweet buddy, Elissa. We also visited his Bedouin twin friends who share his exact birthday, exchanging gifts and playing hide and seek. You are a gift, Evan.
Oh Thank You For Waiting
While we were still in Seattle, we heard reports of a longer-than-usual rainy season in our desert town. My heart held a little hope that Spring would wait for us to return. Sure enough, we arrived just in time for a deeply-flowered, grass-where-we’ve-never-seen-it Spring. We played and hiked and camped and climbed and made cakes just for the sake of adding edible flowers. I keep a plate made by a new friend in the center of our table, reminding me of new life and of special grace over the unique Winter. Also, I found my first wild chamomile, thanks to a foraging neighbor, and happily dried it with mint for tea…We didn’t miss a thing.
Urban PNW Schooling
Just a few more notes and photos from this unique pocket of time where I pretended to be an urban Pacific Northwest mom for 6 weeks… We got in some schooling, partly for the sake of stability and routine, but it was heavily modified due to our situation, as I expected. Some of my favorite memories include nature hikes and journalling over sack lunches, joining the local climbing gym as a family, and getting to know the flora and sea life, museums and city landmarks. Kids were great at including and inviting our boys right in. Our boys learned a bit about cancer and about seasons that are not about them, but are about sticking together and pulling in close. They learned about seizing beautiful moments and having some serious adventures and fun because these mark the time and give it rhythm. They learned about slowing down for another’s needs and soaking in time together. They loved the city and surrounding nature and we even snuck in a bit of math and writing…Oh and the library! Thank you Benjamin Franklin.
A Unique Season
These last two months, we traveled as a family to the Pacific Northwest to be with loved ones through cancer treatment far from their home. It was a unique and serious situation and it was an honor to be there. While I don’t have any nice words to say about cancer itself, I could not miss the way little moments and opportunities feel more poignantly beautiful. They say that happens – almost more crisp and full of light somehow. Also, the way people reach out from all different directions and give – a car to use, a home to stay in, a guitar to play, prayers and words of encouragement, a warm meal after a chemo day, a memorable day kayaking, a buoying visit from loved ones…even the homemade quilts in a host family’s rooms felt like a hug somehow.
In a Desert Winter
I asked Caleb to write a poem using “In a Desert Winter” as his first line based on Christina Rossetti’s “In the Bleak Midwinter” because we’d been studying it a bit. I like peeking into his impressions of his world, the paradox he observes. I think he captured our desert winter experiences better than I ever could. Here is his poem (with, ahem, custom illustrations by Evan and Caleb respectively…a Merry Christmas greeting from us!)
In a desert winter,
Freezing winds blew,
Which made the tents grow warmer,
The Bedouin wear heavy farwas,
Big dust storms blew and blew,
On the freezing cliffs,
The Bedouin left,
When the small snowfalls came,
The Bedouin left too.
In a desert winter,
Goats go into their stalls,
The Bedouin baked warm bread,
Lots and lots of rain came down,
On Christmas Day.
December When You are 8 and 5
Favorite Songs: Caleb – Joy to the World, Evan – Away in a Manger
Favorite Advent Activities: Evan – sleigh ride (being pulled on a blanket, fast!), Caleb – pillow fight
Favorite Part of the Story: Both: the Wise Men (for different reasons…one likes the bling and the other gets giddy about Ancient Babylon.)
Other highlights: singing and crafting and baking with friends, holiday party, two different Christmas concerts, splashing in the season’s first rains, nightly cuddles with A Christmas Carol and sacred readings.
Sahlab
At the end of November, as the weather cools, we start looking for sahlab in the souq. Usually replacing Summer’s ice cream at the same stands, it is comfort in a cup: milky, sweet and belly-warming. The internet abounds with recipes and you can purchase powdered mixes to make it. A friend will give you her favorite method over a cup of tea. We love the story and explanation in the book, Tea and Thread, which shares treasured recipes and handicrafts along with the stories of women and men living bravely far from home.
We don’t have anything against milk around here but I do like to play with plant-based re-inventions of classics sometimes (I have a beautiful new sister-in-law who veers toward plant-based options). So, here is a cashew and date-based sahlab recipe. Enjoy the classic version or a plant-based version this Winter and let this cozy street-side drink warm you right up…
Recipe:
You will need:
1/2 cup cashews (raw or roasted but not salted)
2 cups warm water
3 medjool dates (pitted)
1 tsp. vanilla
1.5 Tbs arrowroot powder or constarch
optional: 1Tbs orange juice or rosewater
toppings: orange zest, shredded coconut, cinnamon, cloves (if using orange)
Method:
Cover the cashews and dates with hot water and soak for at least 2 hours.
Place soaked and drained cashews and dates in blender with vanilla. Add 2 cups of warm water to blender and blend on high for about 45 seconds
Place 1 cup of the mixture in a saucepan and heat to a simmer
Meanwhile, stir cornstarch or arrowroot powder into the other cup of cashew milk and combine well.
Add the cornstarch or arrowroot mixture to the cashew milk in the saucepan, stirring constantly until thickened to the consistency of a runny custard. (Classic sahlab is very sweet – to replicate this, add sweetener of your choice to taste at this point. Or skip this step and make a milder version.)
Stir in orange juice or rosewater
Pour into mugs and sprinkle with toppings of your choice. Enjoy hot.